January 28th, 2007

Dream Log: I was at school in a school that I had never attended during my childhood. I was in some class but I can’t remember what it was. I remember I frequently visited a store. I had an old, mid 20th century radio and was browsing the store which I believe carried tapes, like the Boeing Overhaul manual micro view tapes. I visited this store frequently for information pertaining two evil spirits that reigned terror on physical beings, for it was the housing ground. I remember it was like Armageddon was near. I remember driving around.

I remember watching the inside of a house. There was a father and son hunting the evil spirits. I vividly remember seeing the son wearing big sunglasses and where his mouth was, was metal. The father was peeling skin off of his face which showed the metal. I remember seeing a girl sleeping in a bed with her brother. She awoke and her brother was risen and dead. There was a lot of death happening. I remember a lot of plague stricken areas and remember being in what resembled a castle with a courtyard and all, while I was in stealth. I remember being in a government building trying to find information to what was happening. I constantly woke up during the night, at times paralyzed. The dream was very strange, like I was having a nightmare. Also, work was in the dream once again.

Astral Log: Last night, I tried a new method that I have been meaning to try. After about a half of an hour, I started to receive results. Though, it was a new feeling so I semi panicked due to my uncomfortable position (in my chair). I felt my breathing change, like my throat was going numb and I began to see a white light omitting. I felt my body start to numb but then my concentration broke because I was a little freaked out, for it was a new sensation. So, I decided to try it again, this time on the floor.

I was very close but then, my fucking dogs broke my concentration. But, during my ‘nightmare’, I awoke with a feeling that there was a presence at my bedside. I tried to take a swing at it but couldn’t move, for I was in sleep paralysis. Sleep paralysis occurs when you’re transcending into your astral self (it is the transition point to where you move your energy into your astral self). I tried to harness this to have a successful conscious projection but was just too concerned about taking a swing at the presence. After fighting the transition process, I finally regained movement, took a swing at the presence and fell back asleep.

Conclusion: The dream is completely unexplainable. I lately have been keeping my negative energy to a minimum so it’s a possibility that the build up decided to release itself into my sleep. The situation with my sleep paralysis would have been beneficial if I wasn’t in the situation I was in. I honestly don’t know what could have caused the dream to occur nor know of any significance towards its meaning. Is it a look into the future? A look into the past? Who knows. Though, I do know that everything I experience is only going to my sea of experience and knowledge, where I can harness it and better myself on my future endeavors.