January 21st, 2007

Dream Log: I remember a number of things. The dream felt like it revolved around a concert. I talked to a number of people there about Nevermore amongst other topics. I remember being on an island, like a giant amusement park, fighting my way and using stealth technique to get to the “airship” home. This memory feels like it might be from a previous dream. I remember being in a room with somebody else (a girl) and out of nowhere, thousands of insects poured into the room, like a plague. I vividly remember seeing scorpions in the bunch. I ran into the garage to get a Shopvac but when I got back upstairs, they were all gone. Immediately after, I saw a porch that had been eaten away by bugs/termites. I had a feeling of this house being exposed to open air, like it was very ancient or barely survived a severe storm. It was a big house if not a castle. I also have a memory of being on the roof of a giant castle. On this roof were a number of demons, not necessarily evil looking but more like ancient, unearthly guardians standing in certain sections just simply guarding. I don’t remember visually but have a feeling that Kim was there.

Astral Log: Nothing to log.

Conclusion: The fact that the dream revolved mainly around a concert was because I missed the Seattle Metalfest on Saturday. The ‘amusement park’ scene is believed to be a former dream, if not reoccurring, because I faintly remember having that dream in the past unless the memory is so odd that it seems like it didn’t occur last night. I remember it having an almost movie setting/ending but that may not be necessarily applicable for this date. The bug, guardian and castle situations are unknown. The girl in the room before ‘the plague’ would most likely because of current circumstances in my life, the fact that I have been single for over two years to date and feel empty. The plague issue may be because of a plague discussion I had with my cousin.

The fact that I haven’t had any conscious Astral experience is kind of disappointing but it is my fault for not trying. I was extremely tired last night so I just wanted to sleep heavily. Over the weekend, I was just so tired and had almost no memories of any dreams. I think the best way to truly have Astral experiences is by heavy meditation and trance stages. That will be something I’ll try to push myself to work on.